Sunday, June 1, 2008

Can we change??

Lot of people try to change them selves due to some circuntances but, can they really dot it. If they can that's a good result. But, for other person they don't want to change. Not because they can't but they don't want to change. Their mind still set that they cannot do this because of that and that. If this thinking still bothering us when will we can change. If u can pass above limitation that's mean u can change. try to think about it..

believe as if miracles are posibles
miracles may happen for others but not for me or miracles may happen occasionally but not averyday. i canot change

live as if u are free to do what u want
but i'm not free i must be carefull to do what others think is ok or not or i'll be laughed at or rejected. there is only one right way to get ahead i should follow that. i must hide my true self.

learn as if u are a beginner
i can't learn as if i'm a beginner. i'm an adult and to be respected i must appear to have all the answer. i don't need help.

love as if for the first time
i can't fall in love again. i have been hurt before and to protect myself from being hurt again i must guard my heart and hold back unless a person is trully worthy for my love and trust. i don't trust others.

give as u already have what u need
i can't give my partners anything untill i get back what i deserve. unless they give me more. i have nothing left to give. i have run out of love and energy.

work as if money doesn't matter
i'm not free to work as if money doesn't matter. i have to work to pay my bills. i couldn't earn enough money working at my ideal job. i cannot do what i would choose to do.

relax as if everything will be ok
i can't relax. i have real problems that will not go away by ignoring them. they are real reason why i can't sleep at night and why i feel stressed out during the day. there nothing i can do to make things better.

talk to god as if u are being heard
prayer is for childreen. i prayed before but nothing changed. people prayed all the the way thought the dark side and the plauge wiped them out. nobody listening if i want to succed in life it is up to me. there are no free rides.

feast as if u can have what ever u want
i can't eat what ever i want. i'm already overweight or sick from what i eat. i have to sacrifieve and live on diet if i want to look good and be healthy. i'm missing out.

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